My Day

Hello. Well today on my agenda is to really just sit and relax. I was supposed to have a basketball game today but i had a stumoch bug. Just kidding, i really played hookie! Well we have a fall dance tomarrow, guess i will dance with my bf the whole time. Just didnt feel like going to school today. So, thats my day. Ttyl.

Lost, But Not Forgotten.

Hi everyone. I just want to say that i lost a friend on monday, to a car reck. I didn't know her very well, I only met her about three times at church, but she is never the less a friend. I just went to a candle lighting that some of her friends put together. I went with my friend Valerie, and we were both crying so much. Even though i didn't know her that well, i still cried. I cried for the fact that her family has to go through so much, and still not have her around. From what i have heard and seen is that she was a very special person who touched the lives of everyone who met her. Her name is Alex Brown, and she is a beautiful person inside and out.

BTW, i wrote a poem about the candle lighting but it wont be up until later.

RIP, Alexandra Marie Brown.

Just Want To Cry.

Do you ever feel like you just want to lay down and cry? Like there is never anything to live for?
Like you are so unapreciated? Thats the way i feel. Not even my favorite song can cheer me up and that is kinda impossible. It's a boy problem, and you may not want to read so you don't have to. But i remind you that this blog is for me to lay down all of my feelings and thoughts that i don't want to share with people that i'm close to. This one really special guy led me on and made me think that i actually had a chance(and it was on halloween). Now here comes Monday and he's totaly ignoring me. Then he asks one of my friends to go out and she says yes, not knowing that i like him. It's not entirelly his fault, but i'm just really heart.